Seriously Joking

Just move on, please
Why obstruct this flow?
I know you are someone else
Why do you move so slow?
Making my eyes dance in your path
I havent spoken even two full words
But why do you become my life?
Why do you transcend me through eternal bliss?
Answer me in life, not in my dreams
Can't u see? You are interrupting me
Why do you make me think of you?
frustrating me always, heartless creature!
Why do I curse myself when I curse you?
Who is that beside you?
Oh bye then!

A review

Great!! Jack sparrow-Hats off to thee! Awesome climax! The reviewers who went about bluffing of the flawed plot should be.... sheesh I dont think they deserve an answer. At par with the first, if not better. Really loved it.
Critically, the impatient one may feel bored halfway through but it gets back on track quickly. Ah! not much bad abt it... except for the fact there is more violence in this than the other one but Jack does go on about his chirpy way.
Not giving away any more abt the plot ( which Im sure u already know).
My rating for this movie is --- 4/5 owing to the fact I couldnt hear many dialogues due to the noisy background music and also for having just too much adventure. Must see movie..

A Tribute

I feel lonely.I dont know why or I am trying to deny the reason behind this. There is a dampness in the air just trying to replicate my condition. This hour had been one that i have pondered deep for somedays now. My thoughts dwelled only on one topic.

Theres nobody near me now. It was deep boredom that plunged me hesitatingly to these thoughts.

I cant but smile when I think of writing about him. The thought that surely you are going to read this is a distraction. :D . I mean , there are somethings in life that you don't notice and always take to be granted. He is one of it. The fact that after this Saturday there wont be anybody to babble infinitely about my daily experiences is quite diificult to digest.

There are things that you don't see coming or rather you dont dwell much on it or its impacts. Its impact, here , loss of a .............brother? We both silently know we both are not the emotional kind. ;) . To emphasise on this over-brooding of mine only this is needed - Its not everyday that you are going to realise that somebody whom you saw everyday for fourteen and 3/4 years (taking into account his tours and travels) is going to be away...... probably breaking the level of intimacy we share.

I mean... hes not the best guy on palkulangara, leave alone pettah (:D). Ya, I too know that tonight theres going to be a slight rift over the fact that I need the PC but... probably it will be one of the few more to take place. Anyway, hes got his defects. Or rather I should have said hes got his advantages. This way, it seems the positive takes over the negative. Anyway, each day I come upon atleast 3 things of him that I dont approve but none I do.

I am not here to conduct a discussion on his pros and cons nor am I to cite the ways I am to miss him. But there is something unexplainable. I can see myself alone working on this PC without any fear of brother pushing me out of this cushioned chair. But then you ask yourself what was it that u wanted ? computer all for your own? Situation prompts me to say that I would like to share the computer but frankly on this issue I choose the former option. Lets take something else then ;) .
My mathaw keeps on reminding once in two months how he used to carry my bag from school to home.. I used to reply how I saved his life one day when my mother started to prowl on his female-friendly Yahoo messenger list by signing out. But you see theres something that I cant share with my mother, things like vayinottam. In that case my bro is more than a useful companion.
I feel a lot better now as I have stopped dwelling on aravind-devoid future of mine. But when that sense of loss again saturates inside me, be sure to be bored..

Let my heart grow.
Let this heartbeat steer.
Let everything in this world be real.

Never asking you, just give me.
Let the time be round
For me to gain life once more.
Let this sun go back to the dawn
In vain pushing hard, never to succeed
Vile-blooded are those veins that deny

Never asking you, but why cant you?
Let my heart glow
Let everything in this world be unreal
For me to enjoy all that was lost.

So close, no matter how far
Never opened myself this way
all these words are just reflections

There is a road in front of me that I know not
Let light fall on those faint hopes

I have been down that road before
But thats over now, no more.

Let this world turn me around
Let time embrace me again
Never to return to these thoughts.
Let the sun go down when it wants to.